I can't believe I let so many days get by without having anything to post at all. Life gets that way sometimes....well, for me, it gets that way a lot of the time. Sometimes I don't realize what a bluesy slump I'm in until it lifts just a bit and then I start to realize that I thought I was around here but in reality I was gone. I know, hard to understand to anyone who doesn't go through this and lives with depression, low esteem and so forth. Sometimes it's just too hard to fight and others not so much.....some days you fake your way through and some days you just can't. I long for a little cozy cottage where I could just pack up and go stay alone for a while. Read, do art, watch movies and just relax; not have to get dressed, not answer a phone and no need to speak unless I want to!
Winter is hard, too. By this time of Feb, the cold dreary days are getting old and the tiny hints of Spring coming in the future are major mean teases! We haven't really had a hard Winter this year but it's been long anyway. It always is; and then Summer finally comes on in a rush and is gone before you can have time to enjoy it fully.
I had another birthday this month, too. This one didn't really bother me much....I'm at that sort of nothing age again. Too old for a lot of things but yet too young for others. Like being 12 & 13, you remember those years?
Anyway, I am here, I get on and check all my fav blogs and even find more to add to my list. I've been diddling with art but haven't really done much that I can show. Soon, though! really....